motorcycle last night

which was amazing, scary, wonderful and exhilarating.

today, the high priestess / card of wisdom

this morning i pulled the the high priestess card (the 2), the card of wisdom, spirituality and enlightenment. my walk was a meditation. my prayers ask for openness, a way to the path, adventure. my prayers say thank you to the universe for all that i already have.

the clumsiness of life

yesterday the star, today the prince of pentacles

and so i am feeling optimistic. opportunities, a pathway and the skills to accomplish it are popping up in my tarot deck.

i feel, however, that i need a bit more adventure in my life these days - i am in a holding pattern which is not especially interesting to me. my horoscope this week suggested wandering, and adventure:

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21): After studying the astrological omens and consulting with an elite panel of 20 village idiots, my team of horoscope experts has determined that at least once in the coming week you would be wise to wander around town with no particular goal, responding with innocent enthusiasm and hungry curiosity to whatever scenarios you happen to stumble upon, pleased to be educated by the random flow of stimuli that come your way. If you don't have the courage or leisure to pull that off, here's the second-best strategy: Go someplace you've never been and do things you've never done. Third-best: Spend an entire day being naked.

Yay Rob!

uncertain

i met a person at my 10-year reunion. we have a unique and strong connection, but we live 3,000 miles from one another. i am unclear about my desire to pursue or just leave it be. i think the desire we share is relatively balanced, though i fear that it is becoming less balanced (with my interest waning) as distance and distractions intervene.